Bluewolf
New Member
Hi all sorry I have been gone for soooo long but life has thrown me some curveballs that I just had a REALLY hard time dealing with
the fibro has taken a turn for the ugly..even my face hurts now
and with the scorching heat we had in July and August along with my allergies I felt pretty miserable...
I was diagnosed as being bipolar this year..and that too has been a challenge..I went on a severe spending spree in March just to find out in the very first chapter of my bipolar workbook that extravegant spending is part of the disease
So I stopped shopping but did have a couple of set backs (nothing major)
June 28th I decided I needed to faint and fall backwards down the stairs and break 4 of my ribs learned a whole new appreciation of pain even hated going to the bathroon still have some residual pain from that thinkin it might just be connective tissue
Of Coarse I already mentioned the heat...
Then I went into a depressive funk for 2 months cuz my therapist went off on "baby" and I had no one to "regulate" my "thinking" still not totally outa that but am trying to muddle thru
I am constantly reminded of the song from Hee Haw "Gloom, dispair, and agony on me"
My mom calls me "Shleprock" after the bumbling character from the Flinstones
she bought flipped her gourd when I left a message on her machine that I had broken my ribs
My Doctor told me that I fell HARD to break the ones that I did I broke the 4th,5th 6th,7th those are concidered right in the middle and usually don't get broken in a fall so I must have fallen in an arc pattern on the landing
then I have a "rash" that won't go away..went to a specialist and everything but my legs are still realy tore up shje says it is caused by stress and I keep thinking to myself if I was anymore "comfortable" I would be in a comma but since I suffer from severe PTSD it could take months after an incedent for some thing to occure and I already have Pruritis which is the "itching disease"
have to take meds for that....
All I have to say to all this is....Thank Goodness this year is almost over I don't have much time (knock on wood) to do anymore damage to myself and hopefully next year will be better...
but I am gonna try to get better about being on here and visiting with y'all
I have missed you!!!!!
Wolfie/Blue
the fibro has taken a turn for the ugly..even my face hurts now
and with the scorching heat we had in July and August along with my allergies I felt pretty miserable...
I was diagnosed as being bipolar this year..and that too has been a challenge..I went on a severe spending spree in March just to find out in the very first chapter of my bipolar workbook that extravegant spending is part of the disease
So I stopped shopping but did have a couple of set backs (nothing major)
June 28th I decided I needed to faint and fall backwards down the stairs and break 4 of my ribs learned a whole new appreciation of pain even hated going to the bathroon still have some residual pain from that thinkin it might just be connective tissue
Of Coarse I already mentioned the heat...
Then I went into a depressive funk for 2 months cuz my therapist went off on "baby" and I had no one to "regulate" my "thinking" still not totally outa that but am trying to muddle thru
I am constantly reminded of the song from Hee Haw "Gloom, dispair, and agony on me"
My mom calls me "Shleprock" after the bumbling character from the Flinstones
she bought flipped her gourd when I left a message on her machine that I had broken my ribs
My Doctor told me that I fell HARD to break the ones that I did I broke the 4th,5th 6th,7th those are concidered right in the middle and usually don't get broken in a fall so I must have fallen in an arc pattern on the landing
then I have a "rash" that won't go away..went to a specialist and everything but my legs are still realy tore up shje says it is caused by stress and I keep thinking to myself if I was anymore "comfortable" I would be in a comma but since I suffer from severe PTSD it could take months after an incedent for some thing to occure and I already have Pruritis which is the "itching disease"
have to take meds for that....
All I have to say to all this is....Thank Goodness this year is almost over I don't have much time (knock on wood) to do anymore damage to myself and hopefully next year will be better...
but I am gonna try to get better about being on here and visiting with y'all
I have missed you!!!!!
Wolfie/Blue